DO IT SCARED

This season has been so hard for me. It was was and is a huge win to be approved for this loan. It’s allowing me to go out there and build out my dream ; my first restaurant. However, I would be lying if I said that even with the funding, the myriad of task that come with starting a project such as this doesn’t feel overwhelming . This is my first concept and the first time that I am hiring a manager .I am the CEO and its awesome but it also means the buck stops here with me . In the midst of the endless thoughts that are running through my head, I had this revelation about myself. My time management sucks because by focus is lacking . Because I struggle with focusing , task drag on beyond allocated time for said project. My sub consciousness will not allow me to really commit to time mangement because my sub consciousness has a history with my inability to focus and operate within parameters. to set boundaries and set task to finish within those boundaries would be setting myself for disappointment as the task would not be complete , time would be wasted and I would have “failed”. This tactic spurred by my lack of focus is the mind protecting me from failure. I am going to reverse this by timing all of my task, and setting time parameters for all of my task . I don’t know every thing I need to know to run this restaurant the best way possible , however I am committed to each day learning and implementing every actionable step I learn from moving forward.

Do it scared.

Peace.